havent updated in forever!!!

working and school is all ive been doing really. had several mid shifts this week, which was very nice. a well needed break from closing.

earlier in the week, went to ypsi and made sarah and jess do my linguistics thing. then we went for slurpees and stopped at the asian bakery. it waas sooooo good. i would be ok spending all my money there forever. i love donuts, i would eat them everyday if possible.

had a really weird dream the other night involving luke, and it makes me feel awkward around him.
me and eric are becoming total bffs lately. its funny because i cant stand him on line, and i dont really talk to him then because i have crap to do, and im mildly annoyed that hes working line and sucks, and i know if i distract him it will take him twice as long to make orders. he asked me why i wasnt talking to him, and then once he was on dish that night he would not shut up to me. lol he loves me and i know it.

so, a manager that used to work at our store colleen, she left right before i started. last month they posted info about a benefit for her family. her sister, who must be around 30 or so, her husband was recently diaagnosed with cancer. i forget what kind, but it was realy bad and they were giving him only months. well then they found out the sister was also cancerous, really bad also. they were holding this thing last month to raise some money for the bills and everything, plus they had 3 kids, ages 7,9, 11. last week jess told me that the sister had a stroke, and so they were giving her days. found out tonight that friday night the husband died, and the sister passed tuesday night. so now colleen, who is 27 and unmarried, and was just promoted to general manager of a store, is raising the 3 kids. how insane is that?
i cant even imagine how awful that must be. both parents dying within a week of each other. apparently they knew the dad waas sick, but were only told a month ago about their mom. we were talking, and i dont even know which would be worse, knowing or not. esepcially when they are at that age where they sorta understand things, but not very well. thats rough. and poor colleen, going from being an aunt to having 3 kids to take care of. and the grief they all have. ive never even met colleen, and this breaks my heart. really puts your life in prespective. i complain about crap all the time, but im so lucky to have these things to be upset about. i have parents who love me and are healthy and all that. i feel so selfish for bitching about my life.
i really hope those kids can get through this. thats gonna be a real tough time for them.